I could write down a drillion reasons to why I am going to lose you..
I yell, I whine, I complain, I bitch you out, I treat you bad I put you down..Scared I will til the end of time..
Don´t really know how to handle you, me or us.. I love you.. Im going to lose you because all good things comes to an end.. I want to be with you til the end of time.. I dont want to be yelling and bitching you..
And latley I found out..I can´t take a singel step without you..I feel weak the moment you leave.. I feel stronger than ever the moment you return... I try to give you my all..but my all have never been enough..why would it be this time..
You´r so wonderful..so disturbed..so twisted and turned... you turned me inside out..you made me feel again..feelings I never thought possible.. I don´t know how to handle these sick twisted feelings.. I really dont..
Scared to death somone better will tag along and steal you away from me.. I trust you with all my stupid little heart.. my mind plays tricks on me..on us..when I see the others.. my wonderland turns into hell..where the promises you told me are broken.. and the words you told me are lies..
I want you to be with me now and forever.. in our afterlife there is only us..
Please don´t leave me..you´r my perfect little punchingbag..let me punch..how many hits can you take...?
My inner dream..is a fucked up one..how long will you want to be a part of it?
All I ever wanted..am I really all you ever wanted..?
I love you..for everything you are..

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